living a life full of surprising events would really make u feel and say, "lilipas din un." why? one day, ill find myself so so tired of waking up each day, doing the same thing all over again.. but then i try to look on thje brighter side, that not everyday, it'll be different . i am praying that i may find a new way of finding joy upon doing may 'ministry'.

one night, i found a familiar face on the emergency room, she smiled at me then turned her head on the person lying on the bed. a patient having an endotracheal tube, hooked to ambubag, and receiving its continuous air through a BVM. (full of jargons?) anyways, that made me think, who she was.. it took me half an hour or so before her name entered my mind.. si ate L. she is the daughter of the woman lying on the bed..  the woman has stage 4 breast cancer. her breast suddenly 'erupted' one day, and wasnt surgically removed totally. they just clean it everyday at their house and just pray that everything would be fine one day after chemotherapy sessions and others.. then our paths crossed again, being in a situation that i never thought would happen... not that way... they were admitted on the medical intensive care unit... after few hours, it was a wee hour in the morning, i received a phone call from ICU, telling that the patient, **, just died.. i texted ate L, saying my condolences...

how did i met them.. my tta was confined last year, in fact, i made a blog about our meeting last december.. my tita and her mom share a room and during free hours, we do exchange stories day and night, we even became textmates.. ate L is a good daughter to her. they went home earlier than my tta so i just tell them that we will find time again to meet.. but not the situation that happened at the ER....

so sad that another life was taken, to be reunited with the Lord. another person died in exchange for something good to happen...
ganun pala ung feeing pag kilala mo ung nag-aagaw buhay sa harap mo..bsta may kakaiba..